Apr. 3rd, 2014

I don't know how to start writing about what I need to be writing about, if I need to be writing about anything, right now.

For some time I have been trying to think about what it is I want for myself but for some time now I think what I want for myself is to stop.

It used to be that all I wanted was to be able to see it and be there and try and tell you what it was like, but then at some point I got mixed up on who the 'you' was and somehow that has been a blinding and a muting curse.

I am selfish and it is boring and I cannot get outside of myself any more, hardly ever, it is like being in a wind tunnel all the time.

I should have gotten over all of this a long time ago, but what was I supposed to get over it for, why am I supposed to get over it now?

Except to spare other people.

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